Dear readers,

Chap 4 : Ouch!

Past few days were wicked especially on the days I did machining. I notice I've grown weaker over the past 4 months. Feel like the spine is gone. I'm a walking person supported only by time. My eyes get tired easily and I'm getting blur vision. Mr bony frequently shake. When I say shake I meant tremble. I often yawn during the day and night. I'm loosing my senses with each passing time. Concentrating back to the present, I met up with former residents of Teban in the late evening for a few occasions today. I'm pretty much beat-up now. To sum it up, the evening was beaut. Dinner had to be quick as the manager is never late to close the restaurant and wrap everyting up. But there was something we didn't manage to do so I'll guess the time will be now. On behalf of the gang.

*Happy Birthday to you*

*Happy Birthday to you*

*Happy Birthday to Arina AJ*

*Happy Birthday to you*

Once again I'm dead tired.Everything is said so I will hit the bed now. I don't want any groping to be done in the morning.

*smile*

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\\*Monday, December 04, 2006*//

Dear readers,

Hmmm... Happy Fasting to Muslims. The second line of the post for two months back and probably you think that's it? Pa-the-tic i knowww but nonono. I shall not let this diary of mine drift away. As usual i'm sorry to a few of you who often ask me earnestly to update.You people lift my spirit. Add value to blog eyy. Aaand babe, it makes me think i'm some successful writer known everywhere on the surface of this beautiful planet. My family name doesn't consist of Patterson or Rowlings.. Ahha ahha.

Anyway, I'm suppose to narrate about today don't I? Yes for an answer then let this chap begin. Do set your mind free and imagine!

Chap 1 : The Journey Begins

I know it's dusk as my hands began to grope for the vibration which conditioned me to separate me from my dream. Mathematical Games and Puzzle. The lesson i know I'll be smiling throughout the 45 minutes journey to the classroom every Monday morning. I stop the alarms of the handphones, stared at the 3 x 3.5cm screens and wait for something magical to happen. "One.. two.. three.." Still nooo messages. Ain't something new. Suddenly everyone becomes Santa busy wrapping up gifts. With a bit of bitterness in me, I dragged Mr Bony to the bathroom hopeful for a freshing start. The naked figure staring back at me seems fearless in terms of size and weight but only to realize it was Mr Bony.

Chap 2 : Choo!! Choo!!

"Hold me now I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking"The sound of music marks the start of my journey. Train's sliding doors appears like gates to Heaven, as they rush to get themselves seated, ignoring the needy, ignoring anyone else. As usual, I stood by the door, gaze through the glass door, as I find nothing on the inside, interest me anymore. Before, I smiled at anyone whenever there're eye contact as it cheered me up, still do. Knowing there's nothing much I can do, I keep changing tracks to the recently uploaded songs till i step foot in classroom.

Chap 3 : Trick or Treat

The lecturer's worried that I have been missing for the past two of his lesson, I told myself. Think Mr Quek who is in early 30s as a pillow. He's that soft but never once I took advantage of him or a matter of fact, any of my lecturer. True enough he gave me this worried and at the same time concern look when he return to class. I felt something at stake, my grade, even when he called couple of days back. But no, he gave me an assuring smile as he walked up to me and handed a piece of paper, today's work. "2nd chance" he said as he fixed his eyes at the title a book next to my bag. One hell of an irony I thought and responded with a shy smile. Till the end of the enjoying lesson I made a bookmark with first understanding binary numbers. The next few hours, I rest in the library.

-smirk-

I bluff you @|11:34 PM|

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\\*Friday, September 29, 2006*//

Dear readers,
-_-' (sigh)
Happy Fasting to Muslims.

I didn't quite manage to achieve my target during the 3 weeks of break.Eventhough i'm suppose to innovate something but i didn't, i did somehow innovate my Brains!

Anyway.. this semester, i will be doing AGV(Auto Guided Vehicle). Meaning i'll be innovating a product! To some of you don't know, this is my field of interest after chemical science, readers.
It's already Ramadhan, coming to fifth day of fasting. Hmmm, as usual, i just realize i have not been updating consistently. How come nobody reminded me eh? Usually there will..

Anyway, so far i've had peaceful time everywhere i go.The air is forever fresh, the sky is always blue and my state of mind is continually noticeable happy (^_^)I don't mind fasting for the whole year just to get Ramadhan's aura.
Ok people, all of a sudden my mind grew tired so now i'm going to sleep.

Good night!

*Hugs*

I bluff you @|4:33 AM|

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\\*Saturday, September 02, 2006*//

Dear readers,

It's September now. Which means, muslims will be fasting near the end of the month.This i will say is my favourite time of the year. As for myself, i'm having a 3 week break.

Also, i have set up some goals to be achieved in this month itself.

In random order:

º Do some self renovation at home

º Make use of the break worthwhile

º Innovate some product

º Paintings

To Maiza, hope you've had a memorable birthday this year.

*smile*

I bluff you @|5:21 PM|

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\\*Monday, August 28, 2006*//

Dearest,

I saw a girl on the ground,

Smiling but with a slight frown,

I pick her up into my arms,

And shower her with love that's genuinely warm.

I bluff you @|5:29 PM|

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\\*Tuesday, August 08, 2006*//

Dear readers,

Currently im being disrupted from doing my report! by the blooody smell of fresh carbon. The temperature is already high enough and people are adding on to it, not to mention the extra produced from their inconsiderate actions. How do i focus when neighbours are turning papers into ashes.Burn burn burn. At this point of time i think massive amount of smoke have already infiltrated my lungs and maybe stomach too. Help! Can't they find a decent place to tok-pei-kong? Oh ya, the pathway is usually the target. Why? it think it's because of the area. I hope it rains today to wash away all the dirt or else it will remain there forever till the domestic worker arrives. Government doesn't seem to be taking any action about this. I'll come back again if i need to venge my frustration.

*bummer*

I bluff you @|2:00 PM|

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